STUPID!!

they said i'm stupid.

no.

i'm worse than that.

stupid means then dont know that they are doing the wrong things.

me?
i know.
i know this is stupid.
i know this is wrong.
i know this is hurt.

yet,
i'm doing this.

For the reason,
that will never be understood.

Let alone by anyone else,
even i dont understand it either.

so, what exactly that made me?